YIKES! Having cramps again. SYNFLEX, FAMOTIDINE, BUSCOPAN, DEBRIDAT.
yes yes yes. All the medicine that i took at one shot. LOL.
Feeling better now. At least, bearable pain-ness. :)

This week was so slack. i worked EVERYDAY this week. MONDAY-SUNDAY.
Hope my pay would be more pls~~! =D
Dropped my pay cheque for last month. Goodie Goodie~~! lalala~~!
ARGH! So tempted by yilong's cousin trip to us for the warehouse sales. SHOULD I BUY? SHOULD I NOT BUY? BAG OR WALLET?? AHHHHHHH~! Buy one and my pay gone. But, ITS JUST SO TEMPTING!!! if i went along would be better. =D
Mummy and i are going to check out the retail price this SAT at TAKA. =)

Went for a swim on MON with mich at tamp swimming complex. Wow. It has been AGES since we last went for a swim. The sun was not so strong in the morning. It nearly rain but suddenly the sun started to burn us. Was tanned abit. But thats not what i want. Cause i didnt want to tan anymore. i want FAIR FAIR! But, as usual, it was easier to get tanned in the water compared to tanning on the land. LOL. But my tan sucks cause i think it looks like dirty colour. hahas. Gonna soaked myself in a bath tub filled with milk. HAHAS. Sounds so comfy. =D After swimming, we went to eat at long john and walked around tampines. Met kass and parted with mich to go to work.
It was a nice day spent with her. see you soon, girl. =D

Tues, went to meet mummy and cousins after work at raffles city. they swept esprit and surprisingly, me and mummy didnt aimed on anything. wanted to buy somethings but didnt had eyes on any clothes. hahas. Kingsley went back to indonesia and will be coming back one month later. Aww~~! I MISS HIM SO FAST. The cuddly little cheeky boy.
Had dinner + gathering with billas at ZI ZAI. Went bck to mummy home but too late to pmj, so watch tv awhile and went back home cause i had morning shift on wed.

So SOON. September reached. shucks. 12 more days to go. :(
Who can i whine to on the 13th day? Pray to god that he would be fine. =)

Dont say that i'm pessimistic. But, i hoped that the distance wouldnt be any further than the current one. Cause i wouldnt be able to guarantee and predict what would take place and if there would be any changes. Gosh.In the bottom of the pit-hole now. =(

Confusion? Illusion?

today was a very hot day. make me perspire for the whole morning. even after bath wasn't any use. the perspire just came out AGAIN. damn. make me feel so frustrated easily. went to meet cousins at tamp and off we went to esplanade for eileen's band concert. well,i was stuck outside the hall for the duration of 2 songs cause the rest of them went in without waiting for me. worse, to add on to it, i didnt have the entrance ticket to admit into the hall. eventually, i was allowed to go in after i told the usher what happen. there were some parts of the songs that make me too comfy till i wanna fall asleep. hahas. after concert, went to eat at cafe cartel at marina square. we purposely waited till 9pm for the cakes' 50% promotion. LOL. i ordered my 'aunt amy chewy chocolate fudge cake'. nonetheless, it was superb! =D homed after that cause sheena have school tmr. alrights. have to rush my project now.


i hate to admit. But i just miss you at random times.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

oh my. down with flu and sore throat. feeling damn tired and lethargic.
wanted to go sls today to buy mummy's memory card and cousin's speaker. but in the end, didnt make it there. so,end up watching shows at his house. met the rest for dinner at zi zai and home after that.

tmr having steamboat for dinner. the problem is. both my mum and kass side got steamboat. my oh my. mummy side no need fork out money, got good food. kassy's side, need fork out money but got lovelies for accompany. HOW?
but, most probably going kassy side bahs cause need to take back my shoes~~!=D

finally submit my SIP report. i'm done with it. can relax for awhile now. :)

sometimes i just feel that you are sf.damn.

Blackhole

Recent happenings are so disappointing and sad yet it widens my horizon.
Well, a book really cant be judge by its cover. An apple may look nice on the outside, but you wouldn't know that it has been rearing worms inside the core. Yucks.
People can be so nice and sweet in front of you, yet such a devil and scheming person behind your back. Oh, come on, don't be such a fake person. Just say it in FRONT of my face. I would gladly explain to you or maybe, its just your own world you are living in.

Nightmares have been repeating again and again. Argh. the feeling just sucks when you cant sleep. Maybe should have gulp down a bottle of dhasedyl? Nahs. Looks like those addicts. Have been paranoid over it.As what someone said,:" If its really true, it wouldn't be able to hide for long." BAHS! just forget about it and get on with the boring life.

Having 4 days of self-declared off-day. But, cant relax at all. =.=" Need to rush out SIP report by tuesday and show to ms sim. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to get away awhile.
Brain dead now. cant think of anything to write for my report.
gosh. no one can help. cause it is INDIVIDUAL report.
such a nice and good time for me to be independent. LOLS.
i feel like jumping down my block now. die. and have no worries. haha.

alright alright. should change my mindset to be more positive and happy.
lets talk about FOOD!! WHAHAHS.
This saturday having clinic dinner at Changi Airport Terminal 3, Crown Plaza Hotel.
WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW right. Hope the buffet would be fantastic and delicious. Going to eat first and think later. HAHAS. yeah, i know i know. i gotta keep track of my body. But, just let me enjoy first kays? =DDD

Band exchange with SAF Central Band is nearing. But im not free to go for this friday practice. =X Need practice on my folk song suite movement 1 part. Well, i did request to play oboe's part. hahas. particularly for one part only. LOL. Oboe's part is easier!! At least 2 octaves lower. well. better for me i guess. =X But, still need to practice the higher octaves notes. =D

Wow. Kassandra Lim Tian En, my dearest friend, is going to leave for Myanmar soon. =(
Having dinner tonight together with LOVELIES!! =DDD
I CANT WAIT FOR THIS FRIDAY TO COME!!! =D
I think i will get fatter this month. =(
Having so much steamboats.
But i like it! XD

A lot things happened. Cant say all out though. My new line in mind:

" Is better not to see and worry, than to see and worry it."

So, i chose to be blinded in someways.
If you choose not to trust me, than, i'm sorry. I cant trust you too.=)
Thats fair and square right.

For my Dearest friend:

i seriously think that you should not tolerate if you are really uncomfortable with it. i mean, we tried to help, but was not appreciated anyway. So, maybe we shall not say it directly. We can give you advise. But, everything is still up to you i guess.
Maybe, i can understand you for your level of tolerating. Well, i, myself also does that. But, for me, i think that its not the right way of doing it. You see, trust is an important factor between humans.Isn't that suppose to be? We will catch up more when we meet up soon. Hope you can be more comfortable with it. Im not forcing you or what. But, this problem have to be solved sooner or later. So, why dragged it when you can settle it faster? =D See you soon. Loves.

Holidays are really quite boring at times.
Went over to bake strawberry cheesecake and oreo cheesecake at kassy house.
Before that went to eat at ri ben chun. OMG. SUUUUUUUPER DUUUUUUUPER YUMMY. But was feeling a little unwell. seriously, i think e-hub outlet nicer.

Preparing of the cheesecake was quite tedious but fun at the same time. And surprisingly, it was kassy who taught us how to do it. pei and xue ying also brought their baked brownies to kassy house. we asked the guys to come over and had our usual gathering. We played poker cards(ra-bee,la-bee) i dont know how to spell.Thats when my fever comes and i went home at around 12 plus 1. the temperature just keep on increasing in the night.In the morning didnt went to work cause still having fever. But fever gone down in the afternoon. stayed at home and cooked porridge for dinner.

Soon, it will be time to let go. cant put down also have to.
i miss him.

WOW!!
Holidays are finally here.
yeah. i know i have been lagged in blogging this as my holidays have already passed like 2 weeks?? HAHAS.
Gonna enjoy this holidays to the fullest cause its a project-less holidays.
Well, still need to go back to school for band practice.Sians.
Well. im considering to leave. maybe.
I promised my darling MICHELLE LIM HUI LIAN that i will blog this post JUST FOR HER.
LOLS. SATISFIED NOT??? HAHAS.

Results coming out soon. Next week i guess. Eeeewwww. Scary. *Pray hard i get good results* =S Valentine's had passed, Mummy's Birthday passed. Coming up next is WHITE DAY and dumb dumb boy birthday(our 2ND Year Anniversary).
i learned not to expect too much so that i wouldn't be that disappointed. :)
i just try to get on as normal as i could. If theres one day that i cant take it, i must learn to be strong enough to let it go. =D

Dont know why cant post the photos. Nevermind. hahas.
Going to meet michelle soon.
Dont say i never blogged kaes.
BYE! Take care everyone.
GOOD LUCK TO Alvin,Chan,Michelle and Ivan(Dumb dumb boy) for your FTT later. =DDD